I woke up crying

I woke up crying this morning but had no more tears to shed

Through years of struggle, and for what? For all of it to end

I woke up crying this morning because I had no doubt

That all the misery and suffering would give me my way out

No, I woke up crying this morning because I was mourning

I was in rage of what has become the key to destroy me

I didn’t wake up crying this morning because of you

But because of the miles between then and now

I woke up crying last night as well, and the day before that too

I lost my second half in a battle that, in the end, leads to no one but you

I will wake up crying again tomorrow, that I know for sure

Till when will I wake up crying, maybe after I embrace the loss of you

I woke up crying remembering that I will never stop loving you

That I will eventually have to learn to live without you

I woke up crying this morning because I tried to stop loving you

The fear of that made me breath heavy, I knew it would never come true

Will you wake up crying one morning, when all is lost and gone?

When I take my final stance, and prove the world that it was wrong?

We both woke up crying this morning, after all the years have passed

But what is lost, is now once gone, and we have our past to thank

Will it be back before we die, that I can’t be sure

But know one thing, my heart and soul, I will forever be true to you.

 

“I am Weisel, You are Weisel, We are all Weisel, Yet no one is Weisel.”

-iamweisel

 

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